Saturday was very restful, I slept for 13 hours, but I felt very unmotivated to read my bible or even to pray. I was very distracted.. not by anything in particular, just by my lazy self.
Still reading through Psalm 119, I'm struck at how the author is always saying "I follow all your law" or "I love your law" or "I have sought your face with all my heart."
I don't think I can say that yet. I don't think that I can confidently say that I follow all your laws or that I seek him without fail. Is that wrong? I thought we were all sinners and that we aren't perfect. How can the psalm writer make such bold statements?
Here again the psalmist says "in the night I remember your name, O Lord. and I will keep your law. This has been my practice. I obey your law."
Really dude? Do you really lay on your bed at night and just sing praises and think about how you can obey the law? Am I just so immature that I often lay on my bed and think about how my day has been, or how I so often lay there fighting temptations? Am I just so stupid and not close to God?
God please help me to understand your ways. I am weak. Help me Father
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