Today I split my hour up into many little segments. I started the morning out worshiping and praying with Clay and Christian, read my bible on a hill over looking 29 in the afternoon sun, and the finally ended the day with praying and writing this blog.
"Incline your ear, and hear the words of the wise.... I have made them known to you today, even to you." God you show me daily your direction and your wisdom. Father forgive me for forgetting you so often throughout my day. Forgive me for complaining and for being unhappy with the lack of direction that you have given me. This is so not true, this is such a lie. I thank you for giving me the eyes to see that today.
God why do you care about me? I don't have anything to offer. I am so weak. So so weak.. weak in self control, in love, and in my own physical strenght. Weak to the point of falling to sexual temptation just 30 minutes after telling the girl in my life that I love her. God I am so weak. Why Father? Why???
Oh Jesus you are the one that your Father, that our Father sees! I thank you Lord for the forgiving my sins. For taking my failings, weakness, and utterly dirty rags and making something so wonderful. For taking my life and molding me into someone that God loves. Jesus, My Savior! To you I owe my all. To you alone should my focus be on, to give you glory. Oh Savior.. I fail you so often. I'm sorry for the way that I spit in your face. Lamb of God, You gave your all for me, help me to give my all to you.
God be with me in teaching me how to listen to others and to hear the words of the wisdom that you have given them. God I need to work on listening to people... Father I so often close up my heart from people and ultimately from you. God I want an open heart, one that is easily molded into the way you want me to be. God please create in me a clean new fresh heart. One that is tender of soft. God please work. Do what you must to make me into the man that you want me to be.
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